Happy Solstice and Yuletide blessings!
Wow, I don’t know how to start this weeks blog off. The amount of astrological events taking place over the next 4 weeks feels overwhelming to think about for me honestly, as I am living these changes so directly in my own life, I feel like I can barely even wrap my head around what is happening in the world. For me Tarot and astrology are ways to make sense of the chaos. It feels comforting to feel like there is a rhyme or a reason to why so many changes are taking place. Equally, sometimes keeping up with astrology can be overwhelming for me, and sometimes it can almost cause more anxiety for me on top of the anxiety I already have.
To be honest, I do not always look to astrology to answer all questions in my life, or to make all decisions. I feel that there is a divine unknown in the world that we cannot always predict, and that there is an energy bigger than what we are able to understand. Instead I enjoy using astrology to make sense of what is already happening in my life, and then to work with the celestial energies in relation to ritual, so that I know when the best times are to do certain rituals, and various types of magick that relate to the things I want to harmonize with in my life. I will be honest in saying that my intention with all of my spiritual pursuits is to obtain enlightenment within this lifetime and be of service to others who also seek the same. As I learn more about myself what my life means in relation to studying and practicing many mystical arts, the way I pursue and share the information will alter and change. I feel that happening with the way I want to write, and how I wish to deliver my blog, especially in relation to astrology.
For me, the end of this year has already been so powerful. Lots of loss pushing us towards new beginnings. So many people I know have lost loved ones to illness and death this year. I am still in a heavy grief over my grandmother passing and it seems it will take me longer to process the new way the world feels without her being a phone call away. So many other shifts and changes taking place in my life right now. So many unknown roads opening before me. I have battled a lot with my mind this year, been tested in a lot of areas especially in regard to my relationship with my body and managing new levels of pain.
Turning 30 pushed me to develop a new relationship to how I relate to my life, and while so many fears I feel I conquered, there are still so many areas of my life I am working on. In some ways I feel the least lost I have ever felt in myself and my life, the things I want and value feel more clear than ever, but in another way, the road towards those things still feels foggy, treacherous and unknown. I can’t wait to share what I have brewing, but with that excitement I am still battling my seasonal depression and anxiety that seems to set in extra hard this time of year. Reflecting over past posts, blogs, journal entries that I made this time last year, it seems the corners of my mind I still struggle with, are still the focus for me, but so many things I wished for at the end of last year, manifested this year or are in the beginning stages of manifestation as I write this. I am eternally grateful for the lessons, tests, and the hardships, as I have proved to myself that I can still be a rock even when it feels like everything and everyone around me is breaking down or falling apart. To all healers, helpers, and people who are of service to those in need in the world right now, thank you for your energy and your gifts. Those who have entered my life this year have left such a powerful and positive impact on me. I feel inspired to continue to grow and nurture compassion, peace, and generosity. To work on optimism and positivity. To learn how to be neutral and detached in times of strife, while still open hearted, and loving.
With that said, I have been brainstorming new ways to write my blog that feels more in harmony with the direction I am moving in. I know writing needs to be a larger priority in my life again and I am trying to navigate some new ways to inspire myself. I am going to try out a new blog structure moving into the new year, I hope it resonates and speaks to you as I continue to grow and evolve in myself.
Tarot Cards for the week:
The Devil, The World, Judgement, Wheel of Fortune, The Tower, The Star,Ace of Pentacles, 2 of Pentacles, 3 of Pentacles, 4 of Pentacles, 5 of Pentacles, 6 of Pentacles, 7 of Wands, 8 of Wands, 6 of Cups, 5 of Swords, 4 of Swords, 6 of Swords, 10 of Swords.
Monday 12/23
Moon enters Sagittarius 8:34 AM
Moon Sextile Venus in Aquarius
We benefit today from getting out of our mundane routine and being open to spontaneous occurrences. We may feel like we are ready to go out of town for the holidays, or do something that feeds our soul from a deep level. We could over do today on many levels so we will want to be mindful with where we put our energy and how much we extend ourselves. Try to find time to rest, stay present, and enjoy connecting with loved ones or friends where you can.
Tuesday 12/24
Moon in Sagittarius
Moon Square Neptune in Pisces 12:57 PM
Sun in Capricorn Trine Uranus Rx in Taurus 1:43 PM
Not everything will go according to plan over the next few days, so if you have a tendency to need to control things, this is your heads up to let go and loosen your expectations. We as a collective are likely to overspend, over eat, over indulge on all fronts this holiday season, and you can also expect some unexpected surprises in relation to your financial situation. Be mindful not to fall too far down any holes that lead you to escaping reality in unhealthy ways as there are many opportunities for us to seek comfort in drugs,alcohol, or sweets. Get in front of your day by finding ways to ground yourself mentally and emotionally in a healthy way. Go for a morning hike, meditate, do some yoga, go to the gym, work in some self care between the holiday madness.